When the angel of the Lord appeared to Gideon, he said, “The Lord is with you, mighty warrior.”
“Pardon me, my lord,” Gideon replied, “but if the Lord is with us, why has all this happened to us? Where are all his wonders that our ancestors told us about when they said, ‘Did not the Lord bring us up out of Egypt?’ But now the Lord has abandoned us and given us into the hand of Midian.”
The Lord turned to him and said, “Go in the strength you have and save Israel out of Midian’s hand. Am I not sending you?”
“Pardon me, my lord,” Gideon replied, “but how can I save Israel? My clan is the weakest in Manasseh, and I am the least in my family.”
Judges 6:12-15 NIV
Year after year after year, Israel suffered at the hands of the Midianites. After seven years of tyranny, Israel cried out to the Lord for help. God sent an unnamed prophet who told them, “you have not listened to me.”
Then God called Gideon.
Of all the judges of Israel, his story is the longest and he’s the only judge granted a face-to-face with the angel of the Lord.
Pardon me, my Lord
When the angel of the Lord told Gideon the Lord was with him, his response revealed his doubt about the presence of God. The NIV interprets it as “pardon me“. In other words…..‘excuse me, did I hear you correctly? That’s not how I see it.’
Gideon continued, “but now the Lord has abandoned us.”
Again, the angel of the Lord reassured Gideon and told him to go in strength and save Israel. And again, Gideon said, “Pardon me, my Lord.” In other words…..’excuse me, did I hear you correctly? There’s no way I can do that.’
The Lord again promised Gideon His presence and added, “you will strike down all the Midianites.”
Gideon didn’t say pardon me. Instead, he asked for a sign. After he’d prepared and offered a meal of meat, bread, and broth, and it was consumed by fire, the angel of the Lord disappeared. Gideon realized in a flash he’d seen the angel of the Lord.
Again, the Lord comforted Gideon. “Peace! Do not be afraid. You are not going to die.”
The full story in Judges chapters 6 through 8 reveals even more about Gideon. He doubted God’s presence, doubted His promises, feared the Midianites, feared his own countrymen and asked over and over for signs and reassurance.
Gideon was no mighty warrior. Not on his own. But God is El Shaddai. God Almighty.
Too often I’m like Gideon. Scared of what I don’t know. Scared of what I do. My heart full of doubt instead of faith. Unable to see past the circumstances or the pain.
We’re all more like Gideon in our faith than we like to admit. Sure, we muster up the courage to proclaim what we say we believe. Sometimes to convince ourselves. Most the time to convince others. We ought to be as honest as Gideon with our questions and doubts. God knows anyway.
How comforting to know we don’t have to fake it. Thankfully, God doesn’t depend on our level of faith to act on our behalf, but He will strengthen our faith as he did Gideon’s.
Take heart mighty warrior! God is sovereign and He is at work, no matter the strength of your faith.
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Marie, thank you didn’t he post it is like God was speaking to me through you via this post. My Lent journey this year has been about praying for my native country (Zimbabwe) and all its political problems, which by the way we have lived with for 38+ years now.
Through out this lent as I have reflected on the cross I have found myself feeling like Gedion doubting the presence of God. Every news item about my country is about how bad the governance is and no hope of things getting any better.
Your post have helped me put things on perspective, Thank you very much.
Mabel, my sister! Thank you for letting me know. I will pray with you for Zimbabwe. And I will also pray for you to know how mighty you are because you follow a mighty God. He makes us mighty. Keep praying Mabel. Many blessings.
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